Family Ties


realizing everything ever felt or thought to be known
was all a waking idea of something
never known
no touch was ever true
no apology ever honest
absolute dysfunction drove a promise

every concern in the heart and every sorrow
wasted in mourning on a million tomorrows

no love to be lost, no memories to miss
no sincerity’s wrapped within a kiss

now wondering what type of present I am too feel
because none of it, nothing was ever even real
what home, where have I?
a paradise away from lifetime of lies